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oh lord here we go *massive facepalm*

Manage me, I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book
Half unread

I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because

I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough

Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here


Do you ever find a song that perfectly describes a moment in time for you? I've been feeling really stuck with my job and my daily life - like it is just Groundhog's day every single day and I'm wasting my life away in boring repetition. *sigh*  I really need a vacation XD

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to eachquestion in the search box, then write the FIRST MOST AMUSING OR STRANGE definition it gives you.

1. Your name - Amanda:

A woman who doesn't take shit from anyone, even her own parents. She does things her way when she wants where she wants how she wants with who she wants
"i love lucy's attitude. it's an amanda attitude."

2. Your age - 27:

The worst poker hand in the whole world. Only those mentally challenged or intoxicated would even consider playing this hand. It is also known as a 'beer hand', due to the obvious implications that only drunkards would play it.
"Billy-Bob, inexplicably way past the legal blood alcohol limit, called all in with his 27 off suit and was gutted when he lost to a far superior hand."

3. One of your friends - Jen:

Cool hardcore kid who is awsome at rockband and loves my chemical romance. Really funny kid who laughs alot. Loves her friends and hates everyone else. =]
"Jen is really hardcore! "


4. What should you be doing? - nothing

What happens when you tickle a DEAD girl's feet!!
"I tickled the feet of a dead hot chic in hopes of resurrecting her, but since nothing happened (except that I got a hard-on), I went ahead with passionately kissing her, rubbing her crotch, and so on.."

5. Your favorite color - blue:

The feeling when u wake up at 7 in the morning and remembering it's a monday.
"i got the monday blues"

6. Last person you talked to - Jon

(used mostly in massachusetts) the squad's word for alcohol, alcoholic drinks (jons), drinking (jonning), or to be drunk.
"the party was crazy last night, i was so jon!"


7. Last thing you drank - green tea

A drink that gets you pumped.
Rico: "I'm freakin' pumped! I've been drinking green tea all goddamn day!"


8. Your nickname - Mandy:

"Mandy" is short for Mandrax - a sedative drug similar to Quaaludes (or "ludes").
Mandy is mentioned in the Frank Zappa song "Flakes", in the line "Wanna buy some Mandies, Bob?"

So vamplover80 & I have decided on the shore excursions for our trip (with minimal input from our husbands LOL) and I think we've picked some awesome trips!

( Plotting & Planning )

My twin cyran9 is feeling down and grumpy today and I hate to see any of my friends feeling bad. Soooooooooo..... I've made you a little picspam guaranteed to make you smile <3

( Achtung! Adorableness ahead )

I'm sitting my lazy ass at home today because I woke up with the most insane sinus headache I've ever had. It woke me out of a dead sleep because I was dreaming that someone was drilling a pencil into the side of my head. Turns out that when I woke up, it really DID feel like I was being stabbed in the head. Not cool!! Luckily I'm not obligated to work on Mondays so I definitely won't get in trouble, it will just make my check smaller. Oh well, idgaf at this point. I think I'll just lurk and sleep today until this shit goes away

Your Name Comes From Neptune

You are able to adapt to any situation, surroundings, or groups. You are highly flexible. You tend to hang back and observe before you show your cards. Because of this, you are often seen as mysterious. You are very intuitive and sensitive. You have a deep understanding of the world, even though the world doesn't understand you. At times you feel like you could be psychic. You read people that well.

I have to agree with most of this, except for the "highly flexible" part. I'm really set in my ways and it's hard for me to change, even though I can adapt to my surrounding. But it doesn't mean it's a permanent change, it just helps me get though different situations without freaking out :)

I had a terrible fear I was going to get Uranus O.o

I have been laughing at this damn video for the past 15 minutes because I keep going back and re-watching it XD! FridaJA92 is the best at making fanvids imo, and this is her newest outtake one.

Enjoy! :D

Sunday's are made to be lazy and I don't plan on changing that today :) I feel so exhausted that I don't want to even move off the couch today. The terrible hangover is not helping matters AT ALL either :(

As promised, here are the pics of my wrist tattoos that I got done yesterday. The quality sucks because I have to use a flash to get a decent picture with my camera, and the A&D ointment reflects light so it comes out kind of weird looking. Taking a decent tattoo picture is pretty much impossible until they are fully healed, but whatever :)

( Follow me )

Back to watching Edward Scissorhands and laying around on the couch XD Happy Sunday F-List!

Well I actually ended up getting my lazy ass out of the house for a little while today after all! My friends birthday is coming up so it gave me an excuse to go shopping :) I found some really pretty earrings & a bracelet for her, and two fabulous pairs of shoes for me. I have a serious shoe problem and I honestly cannot help myself, especially when they're on sale XD I got a really cute pair of black gladiator-type sandals with metal studs on the straps - on sale from $60 to $20! And a pair of black suede flat knee high boots to wear over jeans this winter. The are sooooooo comfy that I couldn't not get them :) Or maybe that was just my justification - whatever. I stopped on the way home to get my wrist tattoos touched up and I'm so happy with how much better they look! I had been too rough washing them when I got them a year ago, and a lot of the ink had come out of the stars, making them look gray and yucky. Every time I looked at them all I could see were the flaws, even though no one else really noticed it. Thanks a lot OCD :/ I got the inside star filled in completely black to touch it up, and added another star around the outside. Pics later after the bandages come off :) Time to lay on the couch and relax because my typing is making my wrists hurt *yawns*

Blah this movie sucks and I just can't get into it. My mom, who usually has good taste in movies, bugged the hell out of me for weeks until I finally agreed to watch The Knowing. This morning I'm feeling like a lazy ass, so I laid down on the couch and have been trying to pay attention to it for the past hour, but I just can't seem to care. The concept of the movie is interesting but the acting is so bad that I just can't take it seriously. And don't get me started on the special effects :/ I'm glad I didn't go to the theater and watch it like she'd suggested, because that would have been $10 wasted :)

I have absolutely no plans for today and will probably not even change out of my pajamas XD

HAPPY SATURDAY F-LIST! PEACE OUT!

Happy early birthday to the lovely steinsgrrl . Hope you have a wonderful birthday tomorrow bb <3<3<3

My brain is jello and I can't think of anything coherent to say, so please just enjoy the videos!

The Nokia concert feels like the beginning of something big and I think this new album is going to be more successful internationally than they realize! I'm so excited <3<3<3

( You know you wanna come in )

I'm so excited!! I just booked our flights for our cruise in October *squee*! I need a vacation so badly and I can't wait for this next month and a half to hurry up and be over :) The next step is booking our shore excursions and there are so many choices that I really don't know where to begin. I know we definitely want to swim with the dolphins and hike to the Mayan ruins, but other than that, I can't decide. vamplover80 you're going to have to help me because I'm terrible with making decisions XD And you know I'm definitely getting the internet access in our rooms, even if it is $10 a day! There is no way I can go for 8 days without internet, especially in the month of October :) We can share <3

Since I"m not completely sure that I've killed cyran9 yet today (although the bathroom incident was pretty damn funny!), I wanted to give you a little more to push you over the edge *evil laughter*

ENJOY BITTE! <3

Ugh this is a huge pet peeve of mine: "Think outside the box." I hate that saying with a passion because not only is it horribly overused and cliché, but it seems that most of the people I hear saying it are not open minded AT ALL! They either say it without realizing what it truly means or they're just repeating it because they've heard so many people use it. When I hear someone say it, my jaw instantly clenches :/